This really sucks that JournalSpace crashed. Fortunately I have a backup. The only downside is that I have part of my journal on live journal. A backup of my stuff on JournalSpace to 2006, and the rest on MySpace and Facebook. I’m hoping I can find some way of importing blogs from those 3 places into here. We’ll see, I guess
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Lame
Thursday, January 15th, 2009Sad or Introspective Songs Always Make Me…
Wednesday, October 15th, 2008…think…feel…consider the implications of my actions. Sometimes to my detriment. Sometimes to my gain.
I always feel as though the song, regardless of it’s words sometimes, even, affects me. Even if it’s just the music or the instrumentals, in some way effects me. I find that my mood and confidence, demeanor, etc can change from just the right music.
Now this is where the “uber gay” part comes into play. I’m downloading the new Beyonce album and that’s what is eliciting all these emotions and feelings. Some sad, some not, but all introspective and searching of my own soul insofar as my life and it’s current situation(s).
And now my blog on Facebook isn’t working, so I can’t double post this. Dangit!
First Post…Last Post (blogger.com-2)
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005So, umm…I created this because what boy doesn’t need a blog on every blogsite out there? What better way to get your face out there then to post, repost and repost again?
My main blog is on journalspace.com as at the time it was the most customizeable out there. As to whether it stills claims this title, I believe that that’s the case, but am too lazy to verify the facts inside my own head.
I mostly joined cuz…well….I dunno, I guess since I’ve seen some good blogs on this site and needed to make my comments known and damned if they don’t allow you to make anonymous posts on this site….bah!
Ok, so since I’m at work right now, I’ll get back to work, but once again, if you want to read my normal blog it’s at JournalSpace and it’s interesting and I try and update it and try and now sound too forlorn when typing on it. But hey, who can help it sometimes. And I’ll be honest, I’m not the greatest writer in the world and sometimes my thoughts skip around and can cause others near me to have headaches…but isn’t that the fun of reading random thoughts on the internet? =)
Ok, I go now…kisses and hugs and puppy farts…
I suck!
Monday, October 7th, 2002Ok, so I’ve been really bad about keeping this up recently, and I’d like to apologize. Things have been kinda crazy around here, what with trying to keep all of my budgets clear and making sure that we’d have enough money to go on vacation to see Jason’s brother get married. And then about a week before we went down there, he and I had a huge blowup, which was actually just a realization that maybe we shouldn’t be together. Partially my idea and partially his. He thought that we couldn’t and shouldn’t and was all set to leave. I thought otherwise, and managed to convince him of that. So, currently we are on the mend and working things through and trying to be more cordial to one another rather than constantly harping.
Another things that’s been happening is the roommate. The one that Jason wanted to have move in. Derek. He’s not really been fulfilling his side of the roommate thing. He hardly picks up, rarely does dishes, and if he does do them, rarely does more than 10 or 15 pieces. This in addition to having added a cat to our house equation, and not adding food or litter, or the feeling of wanting to take care of his cat. What happens….the cat often ends up in our room, eating our cats food, and he uses OUR litter for HIS cat. I’m kinda frustrated….does it show?? To add to it, he’s owed us money for back rent, food, utilities etc, and I’m starting to think that it’s not going to work out, because he doesn’t seem to be catching up. And doing little things like parking on the wrong side of the street on a street cleaning day or parking in front of a hydrant are doing nothing to help stabilize his financial position. The most recent incidence is a pile of dishes that was small when Jason and I left to see the wedding. It’s now been a week since we’ve been back, and I can’t see the sink anymore. And it reeks, and he says he’ll do it, but I never see it get done. As a matter of fact if it doesn’t get done by tonight, I’m going to do it and tack on an extra couple bucks to how much he owes us…..or do something. I’m friggin frustrated of having to clean up after every fucking person.
Arrgghh…ok, well that’s the end of my current situation. I think we’re going to go shopping tonight and see where things are when we come back…ta ta.
First Post (blogger.com)
Wednesday, September 18th, 2002Hey there, I’m trying this site out to see how it goes and eventually I’ll probably link to this site from my own, depending on how I think it looks and all. Let’s see, the basics, my name is Paul, I’m 27, I work for the State of California, I live in Sacramento. I’m gay, hopefully only openminded or soon to be openminded people will be reading this. If you’re not, feel free to go to disney.com, home of the ultra conservatives. I myself am moderate, in case you cared, I don’t agree with everything the democrats or republicans say, so I rarely vote for either of their candidates in any election, especially if given any alternate choice. But I digress….LOOK, here’s my new car, well technically it’s our car, since it’s in my boyfriend’s (bf) name, but I make the payments and the insurance payments.
I’m currently looking into fixing it up, both on the exterior, as well as making it faster, unfortunately the performance parts for this car are few and far between.
Anyways, that’s enough for my first post, hope whoever comes along eventually to read this, enjoys it. PAUL
Post Confusion
Sunday, September 1st, 2002Not…after confusion, but posting confusion.
My JournalSpace blog of 4 years or so was lost as were all the other users. Fortunately I had a number of sites, and backups, etc, etc which had all of my content. Albeit in varying formats, making it completely unusable in it’s current form. Being as that is the case, I am currently in the process of putting it all together. I’m posting this blog at the beginning of the earliest posts in hope of staving off some confusion. Not that most folks will ever make it back this far in my journal.
I have a “My First blog post from 2 different sources, Blogger.com, LiveJournal.com, JournalSpace.com, and JournalSpace.com part deux”. I included them because some are ancient, and I figured what the hey. The newer ones from MySpace and FaceBook aren’t included. In all I had a blog on Blogger.com first, then LiveJournal, then JournalSpace, then MySpace, then Facebook.
Since the demise of JournalSpace and it’s subsequent reawakening by WordPress, I am attempting to regurgitate all of these into one cohesive unit in one spot, preferably on my server, but that may take some time to figure out, as WordPress doesn’t want to install on it. But that’s another Blog.
And now you know…the rest of the story…God I hate Paul Harvey.
Paul Cox